Binyomin Rubin — text status

Just a little bit about my grandmother: Bobby was my second mother. My number one fan. Today is an emotional day for me. It’s been a very different 2 years without Bobby. And it’s still hard to believe. Many times I have to ask myself, “Is this real? Is Bobby really not here? Can’t be. I still feel her presence.” I still to this day, always think, that she’s gonna walk through the door at any moment. I feel like we’re just always missing her. If I’m home, ok so she must be by her house. And if I go to her house, oh she must be shopping. It’s been 2 years of just hoping and waiting for her to come at any given moment. You can just feel it coming 💔